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Friday, October 13, 2006,

everybody's so down. everybody is either sian-ed or bored, or down, or sick, or jz trying to to look happy and cheerful infront of everyone. i cant stand the type of eyes i look at everyone. i cant stand trying to look happy. i cant stand it. oh shit. im getting down again. lift me up! i think im suffering from serious moodswings. high then low again. i think i got prob. i guess im jz being aware of how high or low i am? and whenever i realise im low, i push myself high again.
hey guys, cheer up. whether your problems are at home or school, at church, or anywhere, cheer up. like charis said, life is full of ups and downs. close your eyes, hold you breathe, and pray. Always trust in Him. He will be there for you. whether or not you are smart, or pretty, He loves you for who you are. He loves you because you are his daughter or son. sometimes i really loathe myself for being unable to help you. all of you. i call myself a friend of yours, but yet, i cant help you guys when you're down. i feel really useless. i really want to extend this hand to you. but this hand cant do anything. i hope the words that come out of my mouth, can help you guys to overcome this time of hardhip. hey guys. dun worry so much yea? He all guide and walk with you. or even carry you. through this time of hardship. names, i shall not point out. but the ppl around me, cheer up. everyone has problems here and there. sometimes they come until you cant carry them, lift this loads to Him. smile!

"a cheerful look brings joy to the heart, and good news to the bones" smile!

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